I'm better without him. but there's a little pain in my heart

26 november 2010

After he died, I tried to can let he go. and everybody told me to be patient.

but I still can't believe he was died. I'm not there when he at hospital. I still can remembered the last time I talked with him on the phone. he laughed, I laughed. I told him if I'm not in love with he (not Dika I mean) again. he so happy when I told him like that.

I'm so happy can heard his laughter. but he can't said if still love me, because his girlfriend in his side.

but just pity, I don't have one picture of he. he don't want I have it (he's so weird).

but now I don't want cry because of him. I want continues my life without cry. I try to won't cry.

and I still can't believe, I STILL LOVE HIM! that's so ridunkulous!

first, I felt so missing he. then I felt so alone without him. and now I felt I'm better without him, but there's a little pain in my heart.

I wrote the date he was died on my calendar. 13 november 2010.

just a little weird, why the date him died it 13? Oh God!

now, time will heal these wounds my heart because he was died

R.I.P ANDHIKA DWI PRATOMO

He'll still alive in my mind and my heart