The Story Of Me; Lonely

The last time I met you was last week. since last week, I can't met you, even when yesterday monday until wednesday you doesn't came to GO for Try Out. you doesn't came because, first, your dad is sick and he in Hospital. second, you had Try Out too at your school. that's why you doesn't came.

I feel so lonely without your jokes and laugh. I missing it, especially I miss you.

I want to talk with you on Facebook, but I'm so afraid if your girlfriend mad at me. I don't want like that.

I want to call you, but I don't know how.

yeah, I missing you so much, it like I missing my friend. I want you to as someone who special for me, but it so impossible.

do you know if I miss you?

yeah, I guess you don't know cause you're so busy with your girlfriend

I hope only can meet with you for the last time, see your smile and your face. it will make me happy and waste the last time I met with you.

and I hope you happy with here no matter what, even it should hurting my heart and lying with myself. I only want you to happy.

I wish that I was mad at you but I'm not. I wish I didn't care like you don't but I do. and I wish I could go back to wen everything was great but I can't

XOXO

Leony