I never thought can be like this. I never feel like this before. you're my close boy-friend at the Subjects Course. every I'm in you side, my heart always beating. I can't help it. and I look at his eyes, OMG, I can't stop smile and make me so guitly.
why I feel guitly? it because you already had a girlfriend now since I told you if I was already had a boyfriend, but I'm lied. I'm so regret already told you like that, cause after I told like that you looked like disapointed or something like that. you asked her to be his girlfriend it 5 days after I told you.
my heart broken when I knew about that news. I know that news from Facebook. I saw on 'Home' and you change your 'Relationship Status' became 'In Relationship'. I don't know what should I do now. my the one chance already gone. actually I have plan to tell you if I love you.
I'm so jealous with them. you always 'Wall To Wall' with your girlfriend on facebook, you do that cause your cell phone confiscated by his parents. so you contact with your girlfriend from there and it make me super jealous.
Until now I'm still regret about what already I told you, that day when I told if I already have boyfriend, my mood not good. cause when I'm online on Facebook, someone I even don't know chatting with me. he introduced about him and I am too. then he (maybe you will surprising) PURPOSE ME! can you believe it! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! can he realized if I'm still younger to like that? and when I said no, he still said "PLEASE" (on my mind that time: WHAT THE HELL HE THINKING? HE'S A FREAK AND CRAZY MAN!) and because that incident, I told him (the boy who I love) if I already have a boyfriend.
I hope I could turn back the time and said if I love you. but it impossible for me. almost every I'm at Subjects Course, I want to cry. I can't help myself when I saw your face in one room with me. how could I can lied at you that night? but when finally I can get you, I afraid after we're break up or something like that, our friendship will destroyed too. but I'm sure, the friendship never be like that. and I never can be his girlfriend.
XOXO
why I feel guitly? it because you already had a girlfriend now since I told you if I was already had a boyfriend, but I'm lied. I'm so regret already told you like that, cause after I told like that you looked like disapointed or something like that. you asked her to be his girlfriend it 5 days after I told you.
my heart broken when I knew about that news. I know that news from Facebook. I saw on 'Home' and you change your 'Relationship Status' became 'In Relationship'. I don't know what should I do now. my the one chance already gone. actually I have plan to tell you if I love you.
I'm so jealous with them. you always 'Wall To Wall' with your girlfriend on facebook, you do that cause your cell phone confiscated by his parents. so you contact with your girlfriend from there and it make me super jealous.
Until now I'm still regret about what already I told you, that day when I told if I already have boyfriend, my mood not good. cause when I'm online on Facebook, someone I even don't know chatting with me. he introduced about him and I am too. then he (maybe you will surprising) PURPOSE ME! can you believe it! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! can he realized if I'm still younger to like that? and when I said no, he still said "PLEASE" (on my mind that time: WHAT THE HELL HE THINKING? HE'S A FREAK AND CRAZY MAN!) and because that incident, I told him (the boy who I love) if I already have a boyfriend.
I hope I could turn back the time and said if I love you. but it impossible for me. almost every I'm at Subjects Course, I want to cry. I can't help myself when I saw your face in one room with me. how could I can lied at you that night? but when finally I can get you, I afraid after we're break up or something like that, our friendship will destroyed too. but I'm sure, the friendship never be like that. and I never can be his girlfriend.
Love never ruins a friendship. If a friendship was ruined by love, ask again, was it really love - Outrageous (GlamTeen; Heart To Heart)
XOXO
Leony
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